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ABOUT ME

Name = Adrian
Hobby= Swiming,Diving, Play Soccer







that's a little about me,,As we known my friend call me is Nyo-nyo or Nyo



if you want know me deeper,can call me or see my Friendster and Facebook
i have MSN and YM too
and my email is
Friendster & Facebook = kak_brian@yahoo.com
MSN = adrian_nsr@live.com
YM = adrian_chey@yahoo.co.id
(with _ )
Let me tell you about my live
i have 3 siblings,and that are Xena,garry,and andrew
as you know, if we have a brother and sister,we will fight with them
because i'm normaly human.. i do it too

i have A STORY

Start or begin from i have a girl,as we know, if we have a girl (boys), our parents isn't agree with us,right??

my parents is don't know at first time i have a girl,as long as i hide her from my parents,my sister tell my parents about my girl,and my parents call me, because that..
so they teach me how a relationship can be long..

i hear it,and i think "i haven't thinking a relationship in mine can be longer but i just Wish it be long"..hahaha.. after they telling me,i went to my room and brood it, and the result is i can't thinking what i mean and that is gone.. a minute later i was aware and thinking about her until 30 minutes..yeah that's so long to you,but so short time to me,
after that day, i meet her, with her smile,i give my smile to her too.. so she laugh with my smile and i say " what's wrong with me?" she said " nothing but your smile is funny,you know?"

we laugh together at school,,

yeah that was i in primary school,6th grade..

one day, she said what i can't accept, she want break with me,,i can't accept after i make her Smile,and love me,but she make me hurt,and make me sad, but i know i can't accept it,but i can desire her, so hard..


and i have a photo with her









ok,i increased class,from 6th-7th grade

my love's story is normaly like my first love.hahaha

ok,before begining of the academic year,i go to Subaru's island..

that is so beautifull, and i love it..my plan or purpose I came that place is for do my hobby,that is diving..i diving with a trip,the trip is 3 days 2 night

with 3 Days,i have diving 1 days with 3 times + 1 night dive,,that is fun, but i must go home, after 3 days..

and this is my photo

i found a girl, she is very beautifull but her body is thin..but I stuck because of her beauty.
yeah,i have been to take a photo with her,that is so Sweet

haha,, the start is very nice..but, i do it with love to her,and she very love me too..for this time my relationship is very nice and i have a first kiss with her,first i try,that's funny you know,,but make us to do it again..hahaha,,and finally i do a french kiss,yeah that's so good,my story is normal but my real story isn't normal,^_^v .my relationship is so long.. it's almost 1 years 5 month, but we got a problem.. that is because my false,she want a break to me, yeah it's so difficult to me to give her to another boy..."SHIT~!", i don't know what to do,just looking around,,see A Couple,I envy with that couple..so sick, see her with new boy,,

after 2 weeks i meet my first love,and i think " i like her again,and if i go closer,i will take her be mine",and time is continue to revolve ,and finally i ask her to be mine, and she want it too, but my relationship is not good,,because my former girlfriend of the last, like me again, i'm confused to choice who is to be mine,,.. when i choice, i'm very late, because they have been fight, and i know i made a mistake,,and alone again,again,and again,... just see couples have kissing,hug,and go around,with smile,.. but me???? i can't smile,can't kiss,can't hug anyone,just my familyi,...can't do it with my love..so sick,so hurt, can't make her HAPPY and FUN..

arghhh,,,..

be imagined,,

T_T....

allright..

you want asked me what is my BEATIFULL dream??where that gone to be real?? yeah

i will answer your asked

My beatifull dream is begin from, i meet one Girl,,yeah,,we exchange stories,where she like a boy, and i like a girl, so unexpected, i like her, and i'm not dare to say that..after 3 weeks ago,I continue to regard him,before i make a decision,i'm confused to choice My first love,or her,...that is so confused,,make me very confused,,.. and i make a dicision, i will take her to be mine,,she is Caecillia Sherina..i know,,she is not normal in my eyes,she not too pretty,not too tall,but can make heart melt,..and she can make me be a good guy in the future...

with her, i have a photo,

there is :

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